I'm coming here because I feel you all are my "family." I know and trust your prayers and advice. I have been struggling for sometime over my job(s) situation. I am a nurse practitioner in a very difficult job market in my area. I am good at what I do and love family practice. The job I had at the urgent care was so overwhelming hours wise that I felt I had to quit. My last day there was May 30th. I had asked to work part time or as needed, but they refused, not in their business plan. I took that job to get out of a bad working situation at a pediatric office. I have loved both places as far as the work itself. The whole time at both places I have been look for other jobs without success. The time came when Jeffery and I decided for our home life and spiritual life I needed to quit the urgent care. I have enjoyed being off but restless to find a place I could work a day or two a week to meet my patients needs. I have had several patients track me down to see if I was working anywhere. I took a job with the hospital congestive heart failure clinic back in July/August because I couldn't find anything else. I am still waiting to start that job because of hospital credentialing. I recently, last week also was hired by a ENT, mostly a dizziness and ear specialist. It was to be part time 1-2 days a week. I took it and thought I I would love it. The doctor is very very nice and it will be really flexible for my family life. However, after my first week, I am discouraged at the utilization of the nurse practitioner there and myself. I am questioning if I made the right decision. I have really been struggling the last 1-2 years feeling as though I cannot hear God about anything. I have felt as thought I am just wondering around aimlessly. I REALLY need direction about everything. I know from my past that open doors don't really mean it's the right door.
Those that know me well know that this is so very hard for me. To admit that I don't really have it all together. Please help me pray! If you feel you have advice for me I am open. You can contact me here or in private.
thanks in advance,
Jinjer